Irrelevant. Everything is.

Interest is fading. Recently, I don't care if I'm missing a lot. Everything is slowly becoming irrelevant.

I want something and it casts a shadow over everything.
It's as if every waking moment is just for one. One thing that is not entwined with everything else that exists before it. It's hard to explain this new occurrence but it's slowly taking over every part of my life. Irrational, yes, in more ways than one but it's effect is real...and good.

I don't really know how I will go on with this. Let's see.