Monday, April 26, 2010

Goodbye, Undergrad!!!

IT'S DONE! Undergrad life has come to an end!

I can still remember when I was in my 1st year, I was thinking how 2010 seems so far away. And now it's here. I managed to graduate on time. I initially thought I won't be able to pull it off but here I am. It was a happy run. Of course, there were complains and rants here and there but overall, those 4 years were fun. I gained a lot of knowledge, met a lot of people, and got to know myself better.

Honestly, I can't wait. I'm excited of the new beginning this end will bring. This year will be productive. This year there will be no walls, no hesitations. As cheesy as it may sound, this is the year of realizing dreams.

Really, I can't wait.

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Back to Square One

You can spend your whole life thinking you want commitment. You grow up with a clear idea of exactly what it is that you want, and yet when you have it, when it’s there, attainable, on your doorstep, you change your mind. Perhaps this is what we need: a dream, a hope for the future, something to aspire to, and perhaps we need to keep replacing this dream with something a little bigger, because when we manage to fulfill the dream, we usually find out that it’s not what we wanted in the first place, or if it is, it doesn’t feel the way we always thought it should. Sometimes, if you’re very mixed up, very stupid, or very thoughtless, you screw up the dream just as you get it. you tell yourself you don’t deserve it, and you have to start all over again.

I said I'm not gonna think about it anymore but I can't help it.

Friday, April 9, 2010

It's Set!

Today is officially the last day of classes. It is THE LAST DAY of my undergrad.

And what could be a better way to celebrate this day than to take the first step to a new, more exciting beginning?

I'm so freakishly excited. I'm smiling like a retard. For the past few days, I've realized how I want it so much.

So, yes. Uh-uh. The date is set! :)